Sometimes thinking that "am i stupid"
"y am i oweyz kept secret?"
"am i scare of many things?"
thinking that 19 years old d~
is been quite a long way i have been through...
from i'm juz a kid looks like ah beng style+a bit fat~
but de way sumtimes im being look down by people..
i try to change~
thinking that"am i changing myself bcuz of people opinion?"
i noe that sumtime i got a bit lazy~
but i am trying to be more hardworking~
"why am i cant be myself?"
why i alwayz change my attitude bcuz of ppl opinion??
sumtimes i realli dono who am i~
watchin de mirror seeing a guy inside there~
who are you~
Thinking when the last time
when my last tear drop??=
i wont simply show my tear 2 anyone
wont simply tell my secret 2 anyone
sumtimes i smile doesnt mean im happy=)
sumtimes things i don say doesnt mean i don care..
sumtimes i juz wan to lay on a nice comfort grasshaving a pieces of grass on my mouth
watching de peacefully sky
with wind blows...
without any stress
without any worry
and without any sadness
juz wan to be alone sumtimes
im acting childish is bcuz 2 prevent being cool
is not that i dono anything
is not that im not mature enough
is not that i am...

is not simple being me...







